I'm tired of trying to be that romantic guy, Striving to meet dating standards ever rocketing sky high, That I should have the temperament of a clown, Bringing a smile to her face whenever I see a frown, Yet serious enough in life to give her hope, Of a future so bright that its limitless in scope, In that confusion of rapidly shifting goal posts and distractions, I am caught up in a vicious cycle of changing passions and self destruction. I need a girl who will fire up more than just lust and physical desire, A woman who will inspire me to push my dreams to realms higher, One who sees life beyond the limitations of current dimensions, A God fearing woman, never shy of seeking divine intervention, A girl whose face and body will steal my affection, But the strength of her mind and character will command my attention, A girl who speaks her mind without silent brooding or shouting spells, A friend who understands my struggles with demons from mine private hells.